Just me being my usual self
Go away if you don't care, hmm?

Broken
I'm having another of those weird things.. like I'm depressed but I'm not
I'm really hating it because earlier I was fine.. then I started drawing.
Now I don't want
to talk to anyone
Be around anyone
Hell, I want to be in a corner away from my phone and computer
I'm sick of myself
What the hell is wrong with me
I drew myself today
How I used to be
And I really just..
I dunno, it woke something up that I haven't felt in almost three years
I didn't even wanna write this
But I knew I had to tell someone
And telling anyone who was willing to listen felt good
It's nothing against you that I didn't want to say it originally
It's another frightened phase
And I don't like it at all
I guess the way I was to myself was more defined by my best friend back then
We were happy
We were real close, too
But it's hard now because I've lost her
I've lost someone so unbelievably important to me
And I've just realized
It's been another year
Another year without her
Another year lost to myself
I got like this last year
But now it's worse
It feels frail..
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